Twitter.

I've come to like Twitter better than Facebook. I don't know why, I just do. I used to think it was because there was less drama on Twitter. Then I realized, there's the same amount of drama, I just don't know these people personally, so I pay it much mind. Up until the other day. I read a blog that someone posted about people that are Atheists end up with brain damage. Which is just stupid and arrogant. They said that we (Atheist) have no morals. I fail to see how this is correct.

How does our beliefs cause us to have brain damage or to loose our morals? It doesn't. In case you haven't realized this, but everyone is born an Atheist. We are brain washed as kids into picking the religion of our parents. Some people are happy with this, but there are some who are not. We decided to leave the religion of our parents and make our life choices based solely on if it's the right thing to do or not. One doesn't have to a person of religion to know right from wrong.

I find it wrong that homosexuals aren't able to marry the person they love. I find it wrong that Christians dehumanize them because of something they are born with. I find it wrong that the different religions discriminate against other religions. I find it wrong to kill, to steal, to discriminate, and to insult someone because they believe something I do not.

Christians follow a book that has of those things in it and their god is telling them to do these things to others. They don't question if it's right or wrong, they simply obey. Like sheep they follow with no doubt, all because people claim that this book is the word of their god. There is a lot of things I have a problem with concerning religion, but for someone of a religion to say that we (Atheist) have something wrong with our morals and our brain is just plain stupid.

We do not have a religion telling us how to behave, what to think, and how to handle someone that doesn't believe what we do. We make sound moral decisions everyday, without the fear of burning in hell for not believing in a god. But because of the lack of evidence to show that there is a god, we are the ones that have something wrong with us. We look for proof, we use reason, and common sense to help us get through life. We don't sit on butts all day with drool rolling down our faces.

I have been called many names and been insulted because of what I believe on Twitter and I have paid them no mind. Why? Because it only proves that Christians are not better than Atheists. They let their anger get the better of them and all of their holier than thou preaches go out the door. You want us to believe that your god is a loving god and that you follow in his foot steps. Well, you are following in his footsteps, but your actions are not loving or fair.

Open Minded.

I am always told to be open minded when speaking of religion, but there is rarely any open mindedness coming from the other party. There have been a few, but not many. I'm asked if I read the Bible. If I did not read it, then I would say nothing about it. I'm not one to start a conversation or voice an opinion on something I know nothing about. Some people may, but I do not. If you speak of something that you know nothing of, then you end up looking stupid. That's just a fact, not an insult. I don't question people because they believe something I don't, I question them because their actions are harsh or have no knowledge of the debate they started. Yes, I have read the Bible and there are things in it that I do not agree with. I don't see how killing someone because they don't worship your god or killing a man because he chooses to sleep with another man as having good morals.

If I did believe that there were god, I wouldn't choose to devote my life to the Christian's god. There is much, according to the Bible, that he's done that is just plain cruel. Like killing every living thing on earth, with the exception of Noah and his family, because he didn't approve, or killing children for the actions of their fathers, or punishing women for the actions of their husbands, or killing people for touching or even looking at his ark. If I am to be punished for something, then I should be the one who done the crime, not a member of my family or person in my city. Everyone should be held accountable for their own actions.

And as for this country being based on the Christian religion, I suggest you do some research.
http://bmccreations.com/one_nation/nation.html
http://www.nobeliefs.com/Tripoli.htm
http://atheism.about.com/od/americachristiannation/a/AmericaChristianNation.htm
http://allusionsofgrandeur.wordpress.com/2008/07/05/was-the-us-founded-on-christian-principles/
http://articles.cnn.com/2007-10-01/politics/mccain.christian.nation_1_john-mccain-christian-nation-christian-nation?_s=PM:POLITICS
http://www.cybercollege.com/fog25.htm

If these sites are not enough for you, then get off your ass and look some more.

Stupid People!

I am so sick of people saying that Atheists are full of hate. Just because we don't believe there is a god, doesn't mean we are full of hate. We want the truth and evidence to back it up. That doesn't make us full of hate, you moron! Because we choose to live life with fact and reason, we're some kind of fucking monster with only hateful things rolling around in our brains. Just because I don't believe there is a god or that some magical man that walked died so I could go to heaven doesn't mean I hate the people that do. I don't hate people because of their beliefs. I dislike the people who try to make me and people like depressed.

You guys make us out to be the scum of the earth, when you're the one enslaved by your religion, not us. We are privileged because we don't have someone telling us that we are to discriminate against those that don't think and behave as we do. We don't need a promise of forever in a place with no pain to be inspired to be good people like most Christians.

Since I've came out about being an Atheist I have been called an idiot and a heartless person because I don't believe in a god. If you think a person is heartless because they choose not to believe a book written by men who weren't at the events they write about, then you're the who is heartless. You're the one who has a problem, not us.

We have to put up with your crap everyday of our lives, because if we say something against your religion then we offend you. But nothing is said to those of you who say hurtful things to us. Do you honestly think we don't get offended by some of things you say to or about us? Just because we don't believe in a god, doesn't mean we don't have feelings. But we can say nothing about it without being label heartless or evil.

We don't kill people in the name of our religion. We don't have a religion that tells us to discriminate against others because they choose to live their lives different than we live ours. We stand up for the things we believe in and for that we're the bad guys. That's complete bullshit! I'm so sick of your double standards. Grow the fuck up and start living what you preach!

Fear and Religion.

As you may or may not know, I'm writing a book about the Bible. I'm writing about all the evil things that happen in the Bible to be exact. There's one thing that I've found while rereading the Bible, and that is the women and children keep being punished for the sins of men. Now, I know this book doesn't have any evidence behind it, but it still bugs the crap out of me. How can a woman speak good things of this god? More importantly how can they teach their kids that the things in this book are good? Yeah, there's some good things that happen in the New Testament, but so far in the Old Testament there's nothing but bloodshed.

I don't claim to know everything on this religion, nor do I want to know how to get into heaven. To be in heaven means you're an angel. Well, the angels are always sent to do their master's dirty work. I don't want to be anyone's servant. I don't want to be a servant in life and I damn sure don't want to one after I die. But that's really what Christians are. They're servants. Slaves to their god. And their god lets them think they have free will.

There's another thing that I have a problem with. Preachers say that God gives a person free will. What they fail to mention is that this god also has a habit of taking away that free will when he wants something done his way. Like in Egypt. This god changed the heart of the Pharaoh many times and nobody seems to have a problem with this. They disregard it. There are a lot of things in the Bible that their god does that are just plain wrong. But none of them question it. Why? Because they're afraid if they do then they will go to hell.

Personally, I don't believe there is an afterlife. I believe, once you die, you're dead. Dead meaning that you are not alive. Dead! To cease to be. I don't believe that if I pray and worship a god and devote my whole life to him, that he will make my life work out great for me. I don't believe that because 1. I don't need a promise of ever lasting life in paradise to be inspired to be a good person 2. This god is not a loving or just god. He punishes women and children for the actions of men. and 3. This god doesn't enforce the laws he created, he goes back on his word, and he lies to the people that follow him.

When you have a president who lies, you don't continue to follow him. You throw his ass out and elect someone to take his place. When you catch a person lying to you, don't continue to trust that person, you watch your words around them so they don't twist them into someplace they're not. Why is religion different? Why do you continue to follow a god who has shown time and time again that he doesn't care? Why do you continue to say that it's not god who turn his back on us, that it's us who turned our backs on him? Why do you continue to make excuses for this god who take pleasure in torturing you?

You've been abused by your religion and you refuse to see that there's a way out. You fear of what will happen to your soul should you break away from this abuse. Nobody can tell you anything of reason, because you're so scared of what will happen should they be wrong. Your fear controls you, and you will never be free. Until you are able to stand up and take control of your own thought and actions, you are doomed to live a life of fear.

I'm not saying that Atheist don't have fears. We do fear, but the things we fear are very different than what you fear. We fear the effects of what global warming will have on the earth when we are dead and our children are here to suffer for our bad judgement. We fear that our kids aren't being educated correctly in the matter of evolution. We fear teachers will mistreat our kids in schools because of our beliefs. Our fears are very different.

We (believers and non-believers)get angry about some of the same things, but for different reasons. Believers get angry when talking about gays getting married because they fear it will someone taint the pure image they have on marriage. We get angry because they should be able to have the same civil right as the straight people have. You think marriage is a bond with with one man and one woman, but you're wrong. Even if you don't see that keeping this civil right from them is because every person should be treated the same, you are still wrong when you think about it in a religious light. Men in the bible had many wives and even more concubines. So, this holly union between one man and one woman is bullshit!

We get angry with the war we're in. You're angry because this religion attacked your religion. When really it was just a few crazy men, not the entire religion. You see it as a war between good and evil. The good god vs the bad god. But what you fail to realize is, IT'S THE SAME DAMN GOD! Their god and your god are one in the same! We get mad about this war, because it's killing innocent men, women, and children, and our own young men are dying because they think they're fighting the devil.

And we even get mad about religion. You get mad because we don't believe what you believe. You say we "dehumanize" you. We "judge" you based on your religion. But you fail to see that you do the same to us. The difference is that we have open minds with our open mouths. We seek evidence and facts rather than believing whatever we're told to believe. Your minds are closed to possibility that you could be wrong, but your mouths are open and your actions are rash when confronted with a debate about your religion.

You say the things that scientist don't have an answer to is the work of god. Need I remind you that at one time people thought god kept the earth from crashing into the sun until a scientist proved different? Just because they don't have the answers yet, doesn't mean that we will never have them. And the sooner you guys stop insulting them because they don't have the answers yet, the faster they can make the ground breaking discovery.

As long as there's been a god figure among the human race, there has been war. We will never be able to have a peaceful world until we can get past all things that make us different. The Christian belief is that those who don't worship their god must die. How can you be peaceful when your religion is so violent?

Christian god.

Why does a god of love and mercy require so much killing? The Christian god is always commanding offerings. This god wants his people to kill animals for a sin, peace, burnt, meat, and trespass offerings. And he even requires them to make an offering to the priests. When a person does make an offering, the animal must be perfect. There's to be nothing wrong with it. The Christian god is a sallow god. He doesn't care for the women. He only cares about the men. That is plain to see when reading the Old Testament. The bible says that is slow to anger. But if you read Numbers you will see that it doesn't take must to anger him. He gave a woman a disease for talking bad about Moses, he burnt several men because they were hungry and complaining, and he abandons more men because they have doubt. That sounds like someone who has an anger problem to me. To top it all off he punishes the kids of these people because they mad god angry. What kind of justice is that? That's the act of a just god. That's the act of a tyrant.

Women

I always find it amusing when a woman says how she hates the way all men try to change women. I find it funny because not all men are like that. And there's just as many women who try to change a man. But I never hear women talking about that. Nor do I hear men saying how some of them try to change a woman. We are all blind sided when it comes to the battle of the sexes. Women say that men are trying to control them and men say that the women only want their money. Now, I will admit that there are some cases that these things are true, but not all. Sometimes the man is trying to give advice or is trying to be helpful. Like when you wear dresses that are too tight, ladies. When your boyfriend/husband says something like "Are you sure about that outfit?" you flip out. He's not trying to change you he doesn't want the world to think he's dating a hooker. There's a difference. And gentlemen, most of you who claim that women only want your money don't have any. Check your back account before making that statement. And for those who are actually correct in saying this, you're hooking up with the wrong women! I hate to break it to you, but it's not likely that you're going to find the love of your life in a bar. Try someplace with less...liquor.

Don't ask, Don't tell.

We're debating on how people will react if gays are allowed to serve openly in the military. They fight for our freedom, they protect us from people trying to kill us, and they are saving our lives when there's national disaster. If they can put their life on the line everyday to keep us safe then we shouldn't have a problem if they choose to be with same sex or not. They protect us just as well as any straight person does, but we only care about it will effect the straight people. It's the gays that this is already effecting and we're bitching because it may offend the straight people. They bleed the same blood as any straight person. They are no different. Their sexual preference shouldn't be target for discriminating. We as human beings should be past that stupid fear now.

Gays don't the same rights as straights and it's time that's changed. If two people are happy with each other and they want to spend the rest of their lives with each other then they should have the right to marry each other. What's the problem here? Are you afraid their marriage is going to last longer than yours? Are you scared that they might be happier than you are in your own marriage? Marriage is a bond between two people. Two people make a vow to love and cherish each other for the rest of their lives. Marriage should be between two people, not between two people and the close mind judgmental people that are scared that they're going to infected by them and turn gay. I hate to break it to you, but if you're scared of turning gay then you're already gay. You just haven't accepted it yet.

It's time to stop using religion to justify the wrong doings that are hurting people in this free nation. We're all talk about how we have rights and freedom. And how everyone has the right to speak their mind. But what they don't tell you is that those right and freedoms only apply to those think and believe as they do. People are growing up. And it's about time! We're beginning to see that there's nothing wrong with being gay. There's nothing wrong with having different ideas about this big piece of rock came to be or how man kind shot up from it. We're beginning to see facts and the misguided teaches of the preachers for what they are. Now it's time for you to open your eyes and see that everyone has the right to marry or die for you openly.

Tired.

I'm tired of explaining what an Atheist is. For some reason people around me seem to think that an Atheist is someone who doesn't believe in anything. Which is not true. They are content believing what others tell them that they see no need in educating themselves to find out the definition is. I've has some people tell me that an Atheist is someone who believes that there is only god. This also is not true. That would be a Theist. A Theist is a Christian or a member of another religion that believes there is only one god who created everything. An Atheist is a person who does not believe in a supreme being or beings. That is what an Atheist is. We don't worship the devil or a god. We don't believe in a life after death. We don't believe because there is no evidence to prove that such a being is real. However, there is evidence of evolution. So, when I see someone who has claimed to be an Atheist say or write something about heaven or hell I will ask and make sure that they are aware of what an Atheist truly is. This is not an attack on anyone. I have educated myself in what an Atheist is. If a person claims to be an Atheist who speaks of an after life, then I will do my best to make sure that they are aware of what the title means. Nothing more.

Christians

Why do people believe in God? What really happens when we die? How did the earth come to be? How did we (humans) come to be? These are the unanswerable questions of our generation and the generations before us. I know I've asked myself these questions a few times. But I've never really got my answer. I expect those answers are quiet some time away. I don't think I will know those answers in my lifetime. Probably not even my kids will know those answers. All I can hope for is that one day someone finally figures this shit out so we can get rid of all these damn religions that keep killing people. All these wars we've been in has to some degree been because of religion. You may not want to admit it, but it's true. I can't think of one war that we've been in where someone hasn't said "God will see us through!" and I doubt I ever will that in my lifetime.
We are slaves to our religions. Yes! I said it! We are slaves to our religions. Even those pesky Christian fuckers who are all for everyone having freedom. Unless you're gay then you must be shot and killed because God says so. Christians are all slaves to God. God even says so in the bible. That we are his servants. We do what he tells us to and we never question it. Even thought the things he tells us to are fucking crazy we do them anyway. When we start thinking for ourselves we might actually be able to act like human beings should behave. You know....Where we don't kill people in the name of God because they don't believe in the one true god and stop invading countries because they have something we want....like oil.
But that time is a long ways off. Why? Because people are afraid of the things they do not know. They don't know what will happen when they die. You may think you do, but you don't. You know how I know that? Because you have never died and came back to tell the tale. That's how I know. Nobody knows what will happen when a person dies other than their heart stops beating and the wife/husband and kids get what they left behind. Sure, there could be an afterlife, but nobody really knows for sure. We know only what we've been told. Things that our parents, friends, family, teachers, preachers, and other people we don't trust. We believe them because everyone before us has. We believe them because we fear the outcome should what they say be true.
That's no reason to adopt a religion. If that's the only reason you believe in what you believe then you should just kill yourself now. If you adopt a religion then you must have faith that what the people are saying is the truth. Not because you fear going to hell and being burned alive for all eternity. But then there's that truth thing. How can you believe something is true when there's no proof. So you go to your preacher and he reads you a few verses from the bible and makes you feel better, but doesn't really answer your question, but you're feeling so good you don't bother with it. Well, here's some news for you. There is no proof of what the bible says is true because there is no proof to prove that it didn't. Got you thinking now, don't I?
There is no proof that any of those things happen. There's no proof that it didn't. No, I'm not going back on my own religion, but I never claimed to have all the answers. Only the religious preachers and priest do. They seem to think that the bible is an accurate record of history. It isn't. There can only be an accurate recording of something is there is an eye witness to tell of it. The things that happen in the bible have no witnesses writing them down. It was written (with the exception of Moses writing Exodus) by people who wasn't even there. They claim to have been told about by God himself. If someone today claimed to hear God then we put them in the nut house. Would we not?
When a person can show me hard evidence of the bible says is true then I will be most happy to convert and join your witch hunts and kill others who believe otherwise. Until then don't come up to me and bitch to me because I don't believe that God is going to cure my back if I pray really hard. If he does exist (I'm nearly certain he doesn't) then he's the one who gave me my back problems, migraines, and every other pain I deal with daily. If God loved people as much as the bible claims he does then there would be no war, pain, rapes, murders, or global warming. Why? Because he wouldn't have created man with evil side he claims to hate so much.

A Book.

So, I've started writing a book. One that I'm sure my family will just love. Seeing as how I'm pointing out all the shit in it that doesn't make any damn sense. Granted they don't know I'm writing it. I probably won't tell them either. I think I've turned their world upside down enough in my life time. But I will continue to write it just so I can get some of this crap off my chest. I hate it when someone fucking pushes god on me, but they get pissy when I say one thing about my religion. Does that make any sense to anyone out there?

God and Rape. Where he stands.

Since I keep getting reported I figured I must be doing something right. So for your entertainment today I have posted yet another blog. This is bases on rape in the most fucking wonderful book in the world! That's right, this book is called the Bible. Enjoy!

Judges 21:10-24
10. And the congregation sent thither twelve thousand men of the valiantest and commanded them, saying Go and smite the inhabitants of Jabesh-gilead with the edge of the sword, with the women and the children. 11. And this is the thing that ye shall do. Ye shall utterly destroy every male and every woman that hath lain by man. 12. And they found among the inhabitants of Jabes-gilead four hundred young virgins, that had known no man by lying with any male and they brought them unto the camp to Shiloh, which is in the land of Canaan. 13. And the whole congregation sent some to speak to the children of Benjamin that were in the rock Rimmon, and to call peaceably unto them. 14. And Benjamin cam again at that time and they gave them wives which they had saved alive of the women of Jabesh-gilead and yet so they sufficed them not. 15. And the people repented them for Benjamin because that the Lord had made a breach in the tribes of Israel. 16. Then the elders of the congregation said How shall we do for wives for them that remain seeing the women are destroyed our of Benjamin. 17. And they said there must be an inheritance for them that be escaped of Benjamin that a tribe be not destroyed our of Israel. 18. Howbeit we may not give them wives of our daughters for the children of Israel have sworn saying Cursed be he that giveth a wife to Benjamin. 19. Then they said Behold there is a feast of the Lord in Shiloh yearly in a place which is on the north side of Beth-el on the east side of the highway that goeth up from Beth-el to Shechem and on the south of Lebonah. 20. Therefore they commanded the children of Benjamin saying Go and lie in wait in the vineyards. 21. and see and behold if the daughters of Shiloh come out to dance in dances then come ye out of the vineyards and catch you every man his wife of the daughters of Shiloh and go to the land of Benjamin. 22. And it shall be when their fathers or their brethren come unto us to complain that we will say unto them. Be favourable unto them for oursakes because we reserved not to each man his wife in the war for ye did not give unto them at this time that ye should be guilty. 23. And the children of Benjamin did so and took them wives according to their number of them that danced whom they caught and they went and returned unto their inheritance and repaired the cities and dwelt in them. 24 And the children of Israel departed thence at that time every man to his tribe and to his family and they went out from thence every man to his inheritance.

These women were repeatedly raped. These sick bastards killed and raped an entire town and then wanted more virgins, so they hid beside the road to kidnap and rape some more.  How can anyone see this as anything but evil?


Deuteronomy 20:10-14
10. When thou comest nigh unto a city to fight against it, then proclaim peace unto. 11. And it shall be if it make thee answer of peace and open unto thee then it shall be that all the people that is found therein shall be tributaries unto thee and they shall serve thee. 12. And if it will make no peace with thee but will make war against thee then thou shalt besiege it. 14. And when the Lord the God hath delivered it into therein hands thou shalt smite every male thereof with the edge of the sword. 14. But the women and the little ones and the cattle and all that is in the city even all the spoil thereof shalt thou take unto thyself and thou shalt eat the spoil of thine enemies which the Lord thy God hath given thee.

If a city will not become your slaves willingly you must kill all the men and take the women as your own and turn their kids into slaves. Lovely!

Deuteronomy 22:28-29
28. If a man find a damsel that is a virgin which is not betrothed and lay hold on her and lie with her and they be found. 29. Then the man that lay with her shall give unto the damsel's father fifty shekels of silver and she shall be his wife because he hath humbled her he may not out her away all his days.

The rules of rape. If a virgin gets raped her attacker must pay her father money and he must marry her with no hope of divorce. What kind of lunatic would make a rape victim marry her attacker? That's just fucked up!

Deuteronomy 22:23-24
23. If a damsel that is a virgin be betrothed unto an husband and a man find her in the city and lie with her. 24. Then ye shall bring them both out unto the gate of that city and ye shall stone them with stones that they die, the damsel because the cried not being in the city and the man because he hath humbled his neighbor's wife so thou shalt put away evil from among you.

It's clear that god doesn't give a shit about women at this point. So, why do we have so fucking many God-fearing women among us?! I'm not done yet.

Deuteronomy 21:10-14
10.When thou goest forth to war against thine enemies and the Lord the God hath delivered them into thine hands and thou hast taken them captive. 11. And seest among the captives a beautiful woman and hast a desire unto her that thou wouldest have her to thy wife. 12. Then thou shalt bring her home to thine house and she shall shave her head and pare her nails. 13. And she shall put the raiment of her captivity from off her and shall remain in thine house and bewail her father and her mother a full month and after that thou shalt go in unto her and be her husband and she shall be thy wife. 14. And it shall be if thou have no delight in her then thou shalt ler her go whither she will but thou shalt not sell her at all for money thou shalt not make merchandise of her because thou hast humbled her.

Once again god approves forced rape. Wait! There's more!

Judges 5:30
Have they not sped? Have they not divided the prey to every man a damsel or two to Sisera a prey of divers colours a prey of divers colours of needlework on both sides meet for the necks of them that take the spoil?

Women are men's prey and men must have at least one woman to call his own. I just can't get enough of this. It's by far the best read I've had.

Exodus 21:7-11
7. And if a man sell his daughter to be a maidservant she shall not go out as the menservants do. 8. If she please not her master who hath betrothed her to himself then shall he let her be redeemed to sell her unto a strange nation he shall have no power seeing he hath dealt deceitfully with her. 9. And if he have betrothed her unto his son he shall deal with her after the manner of daughters. 10. If he take him another wife her food her raiment and her duty of marriage shall not diminish. 11. And if do not these three unto her then shall she go out free without money.

So, if you buy a female that you no longer wish to fuck you can simple sell her to someone else. I really hate I missed those wonderful days.

2 Samuel 12:11-14
11. Thus saith the Lord, Behold I will raise up evil against thee out of thine own house and I will take thy wives before thine eyes and give them unto thy neighbor and he shall lie with thy wives in the sight of this sun. 12. For thou didst it secretly but I will do this thing before all Israel and before the sun. 13. And David said unto Nathan I have sinned against the Lord and Nathan said unto David The Lord also hath put away thy sin thou shalt not die. 14. Howbeit because by this deed thou hast given great occasion to the enemies of the Lord to blaspheme the child also that is born unto thee shall surely die.


If you continue to read the chapter the child dies 7 days later. This is the most cruelest stories I've read so far. God bring the victim to the attacker. What kind of monster do you people follow? And to top it all off the child dies! Because the woman was raped and she became pregnant because of it? That's just fucked up!

Idiots....Again....

I understand that most of what I say on any of my social network pages will not be taken with the fun that was intended for it to have. There are some people of my "friend's" list that I have no fucking clue who they are. There are even some who have the uncontrollable need to message me right before blocking me telling me that they're blocking me because of the content on my page. Now I could care less if you choose to block me, but don't fucking message me before doing so. The point in sending someone a message is to get a reply from that person. How the fuck do you expect to get a damn reply when you've blocked them? If you're going to block me then just do it. I don't need a fucking memo when you do. But this isn't what's really getting me.

What's really getting to me is the fact that one of my husband's family blocked him because of what I was saying. Now, a smart person would just block me, correct? No, this idiot comments on his page saying they were fucking blocking him of "our" foul language. Now, I know this was directed towards me because of the simple fact that he will rarely curse on his page. But since I didn't have this person on my friend's list she couldn't tell me her concerns. Not there's a option to, oh I don't know, send a freaking private message to my inbox, but whatever. I hold myself accountable for my words, nobody else. If you have a problem with what I say then take it up with me. Don't fucking bring my husband in it. Just because he's married to me doesn't mean he shares my same outlook on life.

If you can't handle what I'm saying, then fuck you. I don't just run my mouth to be pissing people off. I say what I say because 1. I mean it, 2. it's the truth, and 3. it's my opinion! Before you go running your mouth about my husband because of something I've said on fucking site that everyone and their mother can see just remember one thing. I joke a lot with my husband. He does the same with me. It's how we've been together so long and still remain happy. Perhaps if you were gain a sense of humor then your life may be a little better.

My reasons.

1 Samuel 15:3
Now go and smite Amalek and utterly destroy all that they have and spare them now: but slay both man and woman, infant and suckling ox and sheep, camel and ass.

This pretty much says it all. God commands for the whole city to be destroyed. Down to the infants who have done absolutely nothing! Even the animals are to die. What the hell did they do? Eat from the wrong GRASS?

1Samuel 6:19
And he smote the men of Bethshemest because the had looked into the ark of the Lord even he smote of the people fifty thousand and three-score and ten men: and the people lamented because the Lord had smitten many of the people with a great slaughter.

God killed over 50,000 men because they looked into a boat.

Deuteronomy 2:30-35
But Sihon king of Heshbon would not let us pass by him. For the Lord they God hardened his spirit and made his heart obstinate that he might deliver him into they hand as appeareth this day. And the Lord said unto me Behold, I have begun to give Sihon and his land before thee; begin to possess that thou mayest inherit his land. Then Sihon came out against us, he and his people to fight at Jahaz. And the Lord out god delivered him before us and we smote him and his sons and all his people. And we took all his cities at that time and utterly destroyed the men and the women and the little ones of ever city we left none to remain. Only the cattle we took for a prey unto ourselves and the spoil of the cities which we took. From Aroer which is by the brink of the river of Aronon and from the city too strong for us the Lord our God delivered all unto us.

God himself made a man's heart hard. What happen to free will? What happen to man being able to make their own choices? If God makes one man's heart so hard that he will listen to nobody how is that giving man a choice to do as he will?

Deuteronomy 7:1-2
When the Lord they God shall bring thee into the land whither thou goest to possess it and hath cast out many nation before thee the Hittites and Girgashites and the Amorites and the Canaanites and Perizzites and the Hivites and the Jebusites seven nations greater and mightier than thou; And when the Lord the God shall deliver them before thee thou shalt smite them and utterly destroy them; thou shalt make no covenant with them nor show mercy unto them.

When someone bigger, stronger, and smarter than you wants to make a deal with you, instead of sitting down like adults and talk about it, you should kill them where they stand. Yeah, sounds like a good idea to me. After all we've been doing this in the USA for years! Look where it's gotten us.

Deuteronomy 6:16
And thou shalt consume all the people which the Lord thy God shall deliver thee; thine eye shall have no pity upon them neither shalt thou serve their gods for that will be a snare unto thee.

Now this little bit can be taken two different ways. Either to kill them for believing something you do not, or eat them.....Let's go with kill. It's less disgusting. I bet this explains why we've been in so many wars that really didn't concern us doesn't it?

Joshua 6:20-21
So the people shouted when the priests blew with the trumpets and it came to pass when the people heard the sound of the trumpet and the people shouted with a great shout that the wall fell down flat so that the people went up into the city, every man straight before him and they took the city. And they utterly destroyed all that was in the city both man and woman young and old and ox and sheep and ass with the edge of the sword.

This is the story of the walls of Jericho. After the walls fell it was God's will that they kill everyone. Man, woman, and children. Again, with the killing of kids. What kind of god will kill a child for the sins of their father? After all it wasn't their doings. It was the act of the fathers.

Jeremiah 13:14
And I will dash them one against another even the fathers and sons together saith the Lord I will not pity nor spare nor have mercy but destroy them.

That's right ladies and gentlemen. You all-loving just god had no pity or mercy on the people HE created. Instead he destroys them. But, really, who wouldn't? If someone stands up against you the only course of action to take is to kill them.

Exodus 4:21
And the Lord said unto Moses When thou goest to return into Egypt see that thou do all those wonders before Pharaoh which I have put in thine hand but I will harden his heart that he shall not let the people go.

So, before the killing of the first born sons, God decides to harden the Pharaoh's heart so that he will not let the slaves go. Well, I don't know about you, but to me that sounds like god wanted a little blood shed in his name. Perhaps he got bored with all the animal blood.

Exodus 4:24-25
And it came to pass by the way in the inn that the Lord met him and sought to kill him. Then Zipporah took a sharp stone and cut off the foreskin of her son and cast it at his feet and said Surely a bloody husband art thou to me.

So she had to cut off part of her husband's penis so god wouldn't kill him.......Interesting.

Exodus 33:20
And he said Thou canst not see my face for there shall no man see me and live.

Try to look at god and you die. Alrighty then!

Deuteronomy 13:6-11
If thy brother, the son of thy mother, or thy son, or thy daughter, or the wife of thy bosom, or thy friend which is as thine own soul entice thee secretly saying Let us go and serve other gods which thou hast not known thou nor thy fathers; Namely of the gods of the people which are round about you, nigh unto thee or far off from thee, from the one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth; Thou shalt not consent unto him nor hearken unto him neither shall thine eye pity him neither shalt thou spare neither shalt thou conceal him: But thou shalt surely kill him; thine hand shall be first upon him to put him to death and afterwards the hand of all the people. And thou shalt stone him with stones that he die because he hath sought to thrust thee away from the Lord thy God which brought thee out of the land of Egypt from the house of bondage.

If someone believes something you don't, kill them.

Isaiah 42:8
I am the Lord that is my name: and my glory will I not give to another, neither my praise to graven images.

God doesn't share.....anything!

These are just a few issues I have with this topic.

The Good Book.

So, I'm tired of people telling me that god is the answer to everything.  That if I pray and repent that I will be blessed.  So, for those of you who think I haven't read the bible I would like to show you some of my favorite verses. They are as followed. 

Genesis 7: 21-23

"21. And all the flesh died that moved upon the earth, both of fowl, and of cattle, and of beast, and of ever creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth, and every man.  22. All in whose nostril was the breathe of life, of all that was in the dry land, died.  23. And every living substance was destroyed which was upon the face of the ground, both man and cattle, and creeping things, and the fowl of the heaven, and they were destroyed from the earth and Noah only remained alive and they that were with him in the ark."

So basically, God drowns the entire population of the earth: men, women, children, fetuses, and perhaps unicorns. 

2 Chronicles 13: 15-18

"15.  Then the men of Judah gave a shout and as the men of Judah shouted, it came to pass, that Cod smote Jeroboam and all Isreal before Abijah and Judah.  16.  And the children of Israel fled before Judah and God delivered them into their hand.  18.  And Abijah and his people slew them with a great slaughter so there fell down slain of Israel five hundred thousand chosen men.  18.  Thus the children of Israel were brought under at that time, and the children of Judah prevailed because the relied upon the Lord God of their father."

What happen in this story you may wonder?  Well, God helps the men of Judah kill 500,000 of their fellow Israelites.   Lovely.

Exodus 12:29 "And it cam to pass, that at midnight the Lord smote all the firstborn in the land of Egypt, from the firstborn of Pharaoh that sat on his throne unto the firstborn of the captive that was in the dungeon. and all the firstborn of cattle."

I think everyone knows this story, but let's make sure shall we?  God killed the firstborn males of everyone even the damn cattle.  What the hell did the fucking cows do?  Moving on...

Numbers 16:41-49

"41.  But on the morrow all the congregation of the children of Israel murmured against Moses and against Aaron saying, Ye have killed the people of the Lord.   42.  And it came to pass when the congregation was gathered against Moses and against Aaron that they looked toward the tabernacle of the congregation and behold the cloud covered it and the glory of the Lord appeared.  43.  And Moses and Aaron came before the tabernacle of the congregation.  44.  And the Lord spake unto Moses saying,  45.  Get up from among this congregation, that I may consume them as in a moment.  And they fell upon their faces.  46.  And Moses said unto Aaron, Take a censer, and put the fire therein from off the altar, and put on the incense, and make an atonement for them for there is gone out from the Lord, the plague is begun.  47.  And Aaron took as Moses commanded and ran into the midst of the congregation and behold the plague was begun among the people and he put on incense and made an atonement for the people.  48.  And he stood between the dead and the living and the plague was stayed.  49.  Not they that died in the plague were fourteen thousand and seven hundred beside them that died about the matter of Korah."

What happen in this little bedtime story?  Well, the Israelites complain that god is killing too many of them. So, God sends a plague that kills 14,000 more of them.  Such a loving god.  

Judges 19:22-29

"22.  Now as they were making their hearts merry behold the men of the city, certain sons of Belial beset the house round about and beat at the door and spake to the master of the house , the old man saying, bring forth the man that came into thine house that we may know him.  23.  And the man, the master of the house went out unto them and said unto them Nay, my brethren, nay, I pray you do not so wickedly, seeing that this man is come into mine house do not this folly. 24.  Behold, here is my daughter a maiden and his concubine, them I will bring out now and humble ye them and do with them what seemeth good unto you, but unto this man do not so vile a thing.  25.  But the men would not hearken to him so the man took his concubine and brought her forth unto them and they knew her and abused her all night until the morning, and when the day began to spring they let her go.  26.  The came the woman in the dawning of the day and fell down at the door of the man's house where her lord was till it was light. 28.  And he said unto her, up and let be going.  But none answered.  Then the man took her up upon an ass and the man rose up and gat him unto his place.  29.  And when he was come into his house, he took a knife and laid hold on his concubine and divided her together with her bones into twelve pieces and sent her into all the coasts of Israel."

What happen here?  A mob demands to rape a godly master’s guest. The master offers his daughter and a concubine to them instead. They take the concubine and gang-rape her all night. The master finds her on his doorstep in the morning, cuts her into 12 pieces, and ships the pieces around the country.  Lovely!

Zechariah 12:1-2

"1.  Behold the day of the Lord cometh and they spoil shall be divided in the midst of thee. 2.  For I will gather all nations against Jerusalem to battle and the city shall be taken and the houses rifled and the women ravished and half of the city shall go forth into captivity and the residue of the people shall not be cut off from the city."

This will have to be my most personal favorite of all!  God is telling his followers that once the city is captured, they must ransack the houses, and RAPE the women!  And this is who you guys want to worship and love?!?!?!?!  

Those are just a few stories I'd like you guys to see.  If you don't believe me then by all means feel free to check it yourselves.  I've used the King James version because for some reason the other  versions aren't allowed when speaking about the "grace" of god.  

Close Minded Idiots.

I don't do this too often, but I'm going to rant.  I think it's time for me to speak my peace on this topic.  I have seen so many people get bullied just because of their sexual preference.  I'm sick of seeing.  There's no fucking reason for it.  Just because they feel something that you can't comprehend doesn't mean there's something wrong with them.  Perhaps there's something wrong with you.  Just a thought.  I've never been more outraged on anything in my life.  You can't understand why they choose to be with their own gender.  It's "unnatural" and shouldn't be.  Have you ever stopped to look at those judging the gays?  9 out of 10 are god fearing Christians.  These are the people who are calling it unnatural.  Have they ever read their bible?  I mean really!  They follow a man who "impregnated" a virgin to give birth to himself..... Yeah, that's completely natural.  So is walking on water, and turning water into wine.  Jesus walked the earth and caused trouble nearly everywhere he went.  He trashed temples, argued with priest, and disobeyed the law of land.  That's why he hung from a fucking cross, not to save us from an eternal life of torment AFTER death.  He was a trouble maker and he finally got caught.

You say I'm going to hell because I believe something you don't.  Well, I hate to say but you couldn't wrap your mind around what I believe.  I believe in treating a person as if they were best friend.  I believe in not jumping to conclusions when a president takes off his jacket in the oval office because he's...you know..working!  I believe in giving people a second chance.  I believe in helping others when I can.  I believe in being there for someone when they need to get a few things off their chest.  I believe in treating all people like humans reguardless of their religion or sexual preference or color of their skin or the clothes they wear.  None of those things determine what a person's heart is like.

If you are too closed minded that you would decide you don't like a person because of race, gender, sexual preference, or religion then you are no better than Hitler.  And if that's not enough to make you think about your life then let me put it in a way you may understand.  Once you judge a person according to your bible you have assume the role of your god and therefore received a trip to the one place you're trying to avoid.

Not that your god is all that great.  He encourages many evil things.  Like slavery, rape, and murder.  Just to name a few.  More than once he's done those things.  Let's take the great flood.  He killed every man, woman, and child (with the exception of Noah's family) because they became too wicked to live.  Now an all knowing would have known this when he created Adam and Eve.  But who did the human race begin with?  So that leads me to believe that he either doesn't know everything or he enjoys the act of violence.

And even if you live you life by the book once you get to heaven the only thing you will want to do is worship him.  Now, if that's the case then why was Lucifer condemned to hell?  If that's really all you want to do, then shouldn't Lucifer have been happy just being under the god that created him?  But he wasn't.  According to the bible Lucifer wanted to take over and declared war on god.  Again, if was an all knowing god why would he even create such a being that would try to over throw him and then torment the people on earth that he would one day create?  Something to think about isn't it?

Friends

You know you have a good friend when they talk to you and help you get through a hard time in your life.  You know you have a great friend when you can talk to a person for 2 hours straight about absolutely nothing at all. There are few people that I can do this with without getting annoyed.  I would probably still be talking with her if my phone hadn't died.  (BTW: I didn't hang up on you, phone died, I promise.)  I probably shouldn't have been talking to her though seeing as how she was taking a class at the time.  (If you fail it's not my fault.)  But I enjoyed talking to someone other than my kids for a change.  I couldn't think of someone better to talk about nothing with than you.  (You know who you are.)
-Tish.

Not a real blog.

As the title states, this isn't an actual blog about anything.  It's just a joke that was sent to my phone a few days ago that really got me laughing.  HARD!  So, I'll lay it on ya!

A doctor told a man that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer during the act. The decided, "That the hell, I'll try it." He spent all day thinking about where to do it before he got home. He couldn't do it in his office, the restroom was public and an alley was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate, he closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to loose his fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "what?" He heard "this is the police. What in the hell are you doing?!" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." The co says, "well, you better check your breaks too, because your truck rolled down the hill five minutes ago!"

This little joke shows just how much I need to get out of the damn house.
-Tish

Blah.

I still don't understand what people have against gay couples or people who openly gay.  It's nothing to be ashamed of.  It's how they choose to live their life.  Nobody comes up to and says, "Hey, you!  Suck a dick!" or "Eat pussy!"  It's a way of life.  The sooner stupid people can get it through their heads that there's nothing wrong with it the whole damn world will be a better place.  A male sucking a dick is no worse than a straight man eating pussy.  I just don't understand how it's bad to be gay, but it's perfectly normal for a straight person to take out their anger on their spouse.  To me it's just plain stupid.  Wake up people! It's not the fucking 1950's anymore.  We've matured....supposedly....

Now connected to the outside world!!!

We just got the Internet back on today.  It's been over a week since we moved from the house to here.  We are now back in the damn trailer park.  I really don't have anything against the park, it's just the idiots beside me.  I thought those fuckers would have been the first for the new management to get rid of.  They were the ones I had a problem with the last time we lived here.  The thing that pisses me off is she's already told Mike what he can't put on the lot WE rent.  Oh, she better be glad I wasn't out there.  I would hate to show my redneck side now that I've worked so hard to change. 

But I do like the house.  It's nice and roomy.  Our computers are no longer in the living room.  We have a room for our computers and the living room looks like it should.  With a couch.  We're going to get a dinning room table and chairs this payday.  I can't wait.  I've almost got the place how I want it.  Now if I just keep Mike from moving it.  I guess that's what husbands do though..... Still have to find a way to keep him from moving my shit! 

I've missed you all!  LOL! Like there's someone reading this shit. But I have missed the Internet.  Don't get me wrong, I've been using my phone, but it's so much easier to type on the computer than it is on my phone.  Speaking of phones, I'm thinking about getting a new one here soon.  I love my phone, but it's not getting any of the updates for my apps anymore since my phone has been retired.  So, I'm looking at getting one when my Facebook and Twitter apps are no longer working.  Which by the way things are looking will be around Christmas.  Any suggests?

Idiots!

Do people actually use their brains anymore?  I mean really?  Can someone answer that?  I watched something on the web last night where a man (who I won't name) started calling people pinhead and racist.  Now normally that wouldn't get me fired up, but this certain person said that Muslims were the ones who blew up that trade centers.  He blamed an entire religion for acts of a few idiots.  That my friend is how wars really start.  One person blames and entire race or religion for the acts of few.  A small group of people do something stupid and the entire crowd gets blamed.  That's just something I'll never understand.

Personally I don't think it's professional to make comments like that when you're that high in the fucking media.  You're suppose to be a mature, respectable adult and you're making comments like a teenager.   Grow up and use your brain.  If you have a problem with someone then take it up with that person.  See if you can come to some understanding.  If you can't then don't result to name calling.  That's just childish.  You're suppose to be an example to others.  Everything you say and do has a reaction.  You're running around like a child that didn't get his way and now you're throwing a fit.  Name calling is only showing your child like brain at work. 

Rights

Everyone I talk to has a different opinion about a person's rights.  Some say that gays have no right to marry.  I disagree. If a person is happy with the one they're with what right do we have to tell them they can't be married?  The sad thing is that the main reason these people say that gays can't marry is because it's in the "bible".  So fucking what!  The bible also says not to kill, steal, cheat, or wish for your neighbor's property.  Nobody's telling those people they can't marry.  Why is it one sin is greater than the other?  According to your bible sin is sin.  One isn't worse than the other.  It's all sin and punished the same.

Your bible also says not to judge another.  That it is "god's" will.  It says that if one should judge that you're going to hell.  Why?  Because once you judge another that's taking on god's role as creator.  You're disobeying your god when you judge another.  Nobody has the right to tell a person who they can and can't marry just because you don't like the way they live.  It's their lives.  Let them be happy. 

Maybe you're just scared because their marriage might actually work.  Let's face it.  When gays choose a partner it's for life.  I've rarely seen two gay people break up over something stupid like straight people do.  Straight people seem to think that if their spouse doesn't agree with everything they do, or if they believe in something the other doesn't that there's means for a break-up or divorce.  Get over yourself already.  Everyone believes in something different.  It's what makes us human. 

Just because someone believes something you don't doesn't make that person bad or evil.  Unless they're killing, raping, etc.  Then they deserve what they get at the end.  Just because a person likes the same sex doesn't mean they're going to rape you!  There are plenty of other people who like what they like and understand the dating game. 

Another thing that bugs me is the fact that some people think it's a fucking virus! It's not a fucking cold or the damn flu!  You can't catch it!  And if you think you can catch it then I've got some bad news for you, dear dreamer.  You're gay, you just refuse to remove your gay self from the closet.  At least the people who you think you're going to catch it from isn't stupid enough to believe that being around straight people will turn them straight.  If you're afraid of turning gay because someone around you is gay then do the world a favor.  Take that long walk to the bridge and jump.  We don't need you.  We need smart people who know you can't catch being gay.

Being gay doesn't mean a person is bad. The fact they are open about how they feel shows how brave they are.  They're not scared of what you think because you do not concern them.  I have never had a gay person come up to be and tell me how to live my life or tell me that I should fuck the girl in the corner of the room.  They don't try to change a person.  They want people who are like them.  Just like straight people want to fuck a person who likes what they like.  The only fucking difference is the gender. Get over it already!  You're not going to win. 

Grow up!

Some things can never be explained.  Like why people do stupid things and think it's okay.  I just don't understand it.  They ask for advice and not take it only because it's not what they want to hear.  Why ask for advice if you have no intention to use it?  Why waste my time?  I'm not the kind of person to tell someone what they want to hear just because it's easier.  If you ask me a question I'm going to give you an honest answer.  It doesn't matter to me if it's what you want to hear or not.  You asked me and I answered.  Don't like my answer?  Then don't ask the damn question.  I'm not going to sugar coat it for you. 

If people would just use a little common sense then they wouldn't have so much damn trouble.  Everyone has their limits and the sooner you learn yours the better off you'll be.  Don't be surprised when you do something stupid and nobody's around to make it all better.  You're an adult now.  It's time you learn to take your licks and deal with it.  This isn't high school anymore.  If you fuck up, it's up to you to make it right.  You're not a big bank!  Nobody gives a fuck if you loose everything!

It's time for you to grow up and learn how to handle your own life.  It's what you waited so long to do.  Don't expect others to bail you out everything you make it through.  This is the real world now.  If you don't learn from your mistakes don't be surprised if they happen again.  Put your big girl panties on and deal with it.  Everything you do has a reaction to it. 

Linux-Re

Dear Linux,
I'm sorry for bashing you earlier today.  I finally got my programs to work.  It was so simple.  Can you ever forgive me?  I'll never stray again!
-Tish

Linux

I can't believe it.  I love just about everything on this operating system.  The only thing I don't like is the fact that Java doesn't work like it's suppose to.  The only reason I'm going back to Windows is because of the fucking Java! All I want to do is play a simple game on Yahoo and it won't open the damn table.  What the fuck?!?!  Everything else works so well.  I've done everything I can think of.  I've un-installed it countless times. I've went step by step on the setup process.  I've even went into the fucking terminal.  It says it's working correctly but it won't open the damn table.  Says I have to turn off my pop-ups which I've done.  Fucking Linux!

Friends

It's amazing how close I can be to a person and that person be so freaking different than me.  It's funny cause half of the stuff she likes I can't stand!  She like sparkling vampires and housewives who are trying to do everything but use their brains.  Her music is something way off then what I prefer.  I like something that I can understand the words to.  I don't know what the fuck she listens to. 

We have a lot of the same view points though.  We agree on a lot concerning things like politics or child care.  We both have a serious problem with people who lack common sense.  We're both a little sarcastic, we speak our minds, and don't really care who doesn't like what we have to say. 

The thing I like most about her is that she won't back down from what she believes.  She'll tell you where she stands and if you don't like then you had better get over it or she'll make you cry.  She'll stick to her guns no matter what.  You won't be able to break her.  You won't bend her will.  You can either take her as she is or watch her as she goes. 

More people should be like that.  The world would be a much better place to live in. 

Depression.

In case you haven't noticed, we still are in a depression.  There's no denying it. And it's going to take a longer than two years for it to go away.  Anyone with a brain should know this.  It's not rocket science, people!  The thing I don't understand is they let one person spend 8 years fucking the country up, but they expect one to make it better in 2 years.  I hate to inform you, but nobody's that damn good.  Not even the first black President.  Don't get me wrong, he's better than the first first grader President, but we need to give him a little time here.

If you don't believe me then let's think for a moment shall we?  How many times have you spent days, weeks, months, or years following the wrong thing or trying to do something that ended up not working out?  I bet it took longer than 2 days to get things back the way that it should be.  Why do people think that the economy is going to magically fix itself over two years when nobody it's letting the man do the things that need to be done? It takes more than one person to fuck up a nation, so it safe to say that it takes more than one person to make it better.

Every time he's tried to do something that would help the country he's gotten stopped in his tracks because other parties didn't give him the chance.  But they let Bush do whatever he wanted which ended up screwing us all.  Am I the only one who remembers this?  Let's take health insurance.  That's something that everyone should have because everyone's going to need to see a doctor at some point in their lives.  There's was one person protesting against it with a sign that said "Keep your government hands off my Medicaid." Where the hell did he think it came from?  The current government isn't really trying to help.  They just want power back.  Did you people forget that these are the same people that gave the big banks money when they screwed up?  We, the tax payers, had to help out big banks because they wanted to keep their jets, fancy cars, swimming pools, and big houses. 

Do you really think those banks are going to help you out when you get laid off and need help paying your house payment?  No, they're not!  They're going to take your house, your car, and your money.  They don't give a damn about the people that have accounts with them.  But they were given billions of dollars because they're weren't smart enough to do look at if a person could pay for the loan.  If they weren't smart enough the first time, then there's nothing stopping them from doing that again.  Why? Because they didn't learn anything the first time.  They were bailed out and didn't even receive a slap on the wrist.  Our money bailed them out and look at what's happening now? 

Instead of bailing out people who have billions of dollars to their name people should think more of the people who actually pay to support the country.  I personally don't see the need to give a billionaire tax cuts.  Tax cuts should be given to the people who have no money to their name and trying to raise a family.  People who DON'T get money from the government.  More and more people are getting help from the government every year.  I don't mind helping people in their time of need, but those programs are suppose to be temporary.  It's not suppose to be a life career.  Most of the people on those programs aren't looking for a job, or going to school so they can better themselves.  They are content with living off the money that are taken from tax payers for the rest of their lives.  They get approved for these programs with nothing more and a check stub stating they have no job.  If I have to have a background check and take a drug test to get a job and a random drug test while working my ass off, I think people who get government assistants should be made to take those same test.  I don't see the problem is making sure the people are getting money from tax payers are spending that money on what they're suppose to.

Okay, I feel better now.  I will stop bitching.

Another Boring Blog. Enjoy!

If you guys haven't figured it out yet.  I only do this because I'm REALLY bored.  Not that I have something to say, I'm just bored with nothing better to do.   Seeing as how you're reading it you must be really bored to.  That makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only bored fucker on the planet.  Thank you!  When I take control of the world you shall live to amuse me.
At times I wonder why you people even hang around me.  I'm not that interesting.  I'm not really smart.  The only thing I have going for me is my breast.  (Must be why only guys want to hang around me.)  I can't believe that someone would so bored that they actually give a shit about what I say.  But seeing as how you're still reading I'd say you're about two drinks away passing out.  If this is the case, fuck you for not inviting me.  Asshole!  I hope you puke your guts up all over your floor and trip on it.
Okay, I'll be nice now.  Or at least try to be.  I'm not making any promises on that.  There's really no telling how long I can be nice before some moron pisses me off.  And I think everyone knows how that ends.  If you don't know, it doesn't end well.  People start crying and bitching to their mommies, then I get called names like "meanie" and "bitch" like it's going to effect me in any way.  I mean really, name calling?  Are you really so slow in the head that you have nothing better to come back with a lame ass name?  If you're going to call me a name then at least make it a good one.  Something I've never been called before.  Get creative people.  You bore me with slow minds and low standards.  Surprise me.  Shock me.  Make me go "Damn you're good!" and I may begin to like you.

Rules.

I think it's time that I post a few basic rules I have. Simply because there are some that think I have none. I don't have many, but I do have four that I go by. So, here they are.

1. When you ask me if I want to do something and my reply is "I don't know" it really means "I'm not doing something that fucking stupid, idiot!" so don't repeat your question at a later time. I'm getting so tired of people that say they know me so well, then ask me stupid shit. No, I'm going to do what I want, not what you think is fun. It may be fun to you, but in my eyes it's just plain stupid. Get over yourself. I have other things that require my time besides getting drunk every weekend. (If you think I'm talking about you, you're probably right.) Every once in awhile it's fun and I enjoy it, but it's not something I want to do every freaking night. I'm an adult now and enjoy other things beside killing what little brain cells I have left.

2. Just because I'm logged on some social network doesn't mean I'm at my desk. Only means that at some point in time during the day I logged on and may have forgotten to close the damn thing out when I got up from my desk. I know it's shocking for me to leave a damn page open because I don't do anything but play on the fucking computer all goddamn day, but it is. If I don't answer you within seconds of your message it means I'm not around. Leave a fucking message, I'll get back to you. Don't freak out. There are a few things around the house that require my attention. Like my kids, moron.

3. When you know that you've pissed me off, stay the fuck away from me. If you continue to do things that annoy me when I'm pissed, you shouldn't be surprised when I say something that may offend you. If you don't know by now to stay the fuck away from me when I'm upset, then you deserve what you get. Don't get pissy with me because you're too fucking stupid to mind your own fucking business and you get your feelings hurt when I call you out on it. If you would learn to pay attention to your damn life the way you pay attention to mine, things might be a bit better for you.

4. Don't expect me to take advice from you when you have proven yourself unreliable. I'm not going to take advice from someone who doesn't have control over their own damn life. I've done fine with myself so far in life, wither you think so or not, and I'm confident that I will continue to do fine in my years to come. When I want advice I'll ask for it from someone who actually knows what the fuck they're talking about.

This isn't meant to upset anyone, but if it does you must be guilty.

Religion.

I know there are some who will not approve of what I've come to believe. But trust I have my reason for believing what I do. Just because I believe something different than you doesn't mean I've changed my whole life. I am still the same person as I was 6 years ago. I've only changed my way of thinking. I've always been open to everything. I've never judged someone based on their beliefs. I've never judged someone based on their sexual preference. I've never judged someone based on their appearance. I still have all my morals. Your religion doesn't make you. You make you. You are the one who decides who you want to be. You make the choice to be a good person or not. Just because you believe something different than I doesn't make me bad person. For those of you who think this is a faze trust me it isn't. I have spent years debating this. This is my choice, and I've made it. If you can't come to terms with this so be it, I understand. I have not changed my views on any of you. There are things I just can't deal with. You're suppose to love one another, but when one comes out that they're gay or does something you don't approve you judge them for that one thing, and not for all the things they've done in their lives. A person makes one mistake and that's what they're known for the rest of their lives. I don't have to be a Christian to know that just isn't the way it works. You're suppose to be forgiving and understanding. If you can't be that then you should change religion yourselves cause you're all Hippocrates.