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I still don't understand what people have against gay couples or people who openly gay.  It's nothing to be ashamed of.  It's how they choose to live their life.  Nobody comes up to and says, "Hey, you!  Suck a dick!" or "Eat pussy!"  It's a way of life.  The sooner stupid people can get it through their heads that there's nothing wrong with it the whole damn world will be a better place.  A male sucking a dick is no worse than a straight man eating pussy.  I just don't understand how it's bad to be gay, but it's perfectly normal for a straight person to take out their anger on their spouse.  To me it's just plain stupid.  Wake up people! It's not the fucking 1950's anymore.  We've matured....supposedly....

Now connected to the outside world!!!

We just got the Internet back on today.  It's been over a week since we moved from the house to here.  We are now back in the damn trailer park.  I really don't have anything against the park, it's just the idiots beside me.  I thought those fuckers would have been the first for the new management to get rid of.  They were the ones I had a problem with the last time we lived here.  The thing that pisses me off is she's already told Mike what he can't put on the lot WE rent.  Oh, she better be glad I wasn't out there.  I would hate to show my redneck side now that I've worked so hard to change. 

But I do like the house.  It's nice and roomy.  Our computers are no longer in the living room.  We have a room for our computers and the living room looks like it should.  With a couch.  We're going to get a dinning room table and chairs this payday.  I can't wait.  I've almost got the place how I want it.  Now if I just keep Mike from moving it.  I guess that's what husbands do though..... Still have to find a way to keep him from moving my shit! 

I've missed you all!  LOL! Like there's someone reading this shit. But I have missed the Internet.  Don't get me wrong, I've been using my phone, but it's so much easier to type on the computer than it is on my phone.  Speaking of phones, I'm thinking about getting a new one here soon.  I love my phone, but it's not getting any of the updates for my apps anymore since my phone has been retired.  So, I'm looking at getting one when my Facebook and Twitter apps are no longer working.  Which by the way things are looking will be around Christmas.  Any suggests?

Idiots!

Do people actually use their brains anymore?  I mean really?  Can someone answer that?  I watched something on the web last night where a man (who I won't name) started calling people pinhead and racist.  Now normally that wouldn't get me fired up, but this certain person said that Muslims were the ones who blew up that trade centers.  He blamed an entire religion for acts of a few idiots.  That my friend is how wars really start.  One person blames and entire race or religion for the acts of few.  A small group of people do something stupid and the entire crowd gets blamed.  That's just something I'll never understand.

Personally I don't think it's professional to make comments like that when you're that high in the fucking media.  You're suppose to be a mature, respectable adult and you're making comments like a teenager.   Grow up and use your brain.  If you have a problem with someone then take it up with that person.  See if you can come to some understanding.  If you can't then don't result to name calling.  That's just childish.  You're suppose to be an example to others.  Everything you say and do has a reaction.  You're running around like a child that didn't get his way and now you're throwing a fit.  Name calling is only showing your child like brain at work. 

Rights

Everyone I talk to has a different opinion about a person's rights.  Some say that gays have no right to marry.  I disagree. If a person is happy with the one they're with what right do we have to tell them they can't be married?  The sad thing is that the main reason these people say that gays can't marry is because it's in the "bible".  So fucking what!  The bible also says not to kill, steal, cheat, or wish for your neighbor's property.  Nobody's telling those people they can't marry.  Why is it one sin is greater than the other?  According to your bible sin is sin.  One isn't worse than the other.  It's all sin and punished the same.

Your bible also says not to judge another.  That it is "god's" will.  It says that if one should judge that you're going to hell.  Why?  Because once you judge another that's taking on god's role as creator.  You're disobeying your god when you judge another.  Nobody has the right to tell a person who they can and can't marry just because you don't like the way they live.  It's their lives.  Let them be happy. 

Maybe you're just scared because their marriage might actually work.  Let's face it.  When gays choose a partner it's for life.  I've rarely seen two gay people break up over something stupid like straight people do.  Straight people seem to think that if their spouse doesn't agree with everything they do, or if they believe in something the other doesn't that there's means for a break-up or divorce.  Get over yourself already.  Everyone believes in something different.  It's what makes us human. 

Just because someone believes something you don't doesn't make that person bad or evil.  Unless they're killing, raping, etc.  Then they deserve what they get at the end.  Just because a person likes the same sex doesn't mean they're going to rape you!  There are plenty of other people who like what they like and understand the dating game. 

Another thing that bugs me is the fact that some people think it's a fucking virus! It's not a fucking cold or the damn flu!  You can't catch it!  And if you think you can catch it then I've got some bad news for you, dear dreamer.  You're gay, you just refuse to remove your gay self from the closet.  At least the people who you think you're going to catch it from isn't stupid enough to believe that being around straight people will turn them straight.  If you're afraid of turning gay because someone around you is gay then do the world a favor.  Take that long walk to the bridge and jump.  We don't need you.  We need smart people who know you can't catch being gay.

Being gay doesn't mean a person is bad. The fact they are open about how they feel shows how brave they are.  They're not scared of what you think because you do not concern them.  I have never had a gay person come up to be and tell me how to live my life or tell me that I should fuck the girl in the corner of the room.  They don't try to change a person.  They want people who are like them.  Just like straight people want to fuck a person who likes what they like.  The only fucking difference is the gender. Get over it already!  You're not going to win. 

Grow up!

Some things can never be explained.  Like why people do stupid things and think it's okay.  I just don't understand it.  They ask for advice and not take it only because it's not what they want to hear.  Why ask for advice if you have no intention to use it?  Why waste my time?  I'm not the kind of person to tell someone what they want to hear just because it's easier.  If you ask me a question I'm going to give you an honest answer.  It doesn't matter to me if it's what you want to hear or not.  You asked me and I answered.  Don't like my answer?  Then don't ask the damn question.  I'm not going to sugar coat it for you. 

If people would just use a little common sense then they wouldn't have so much damn trouble.  Everyone has their limits and the sooner you learn yours the better off you'll be.  Don't be surprised when you do something stupid and nobody's around to make it all better.  You're an adult now.  It's time you learn to take your licks and deal with it.  This isn't high school anymore.  If you fuck up, it's up to you to make it right.  You're not a big bank!  Nobody gives a fuck if you loose everything!

It's time for you to grow up and learn how to handle your own life.  It's what you waited so long to do.  Don't expect others to bail you out everything you make it through.  This is the real world now.  If you don't learn from your mistakes don't be surprised if they happen again.  Put your big girl panties on and deal with it.  Everything you do has a reaction to it. 

Linux-Re

Dear Linux,
I'm sorry for bashing you earlier today.  I finally got my programs to work.  It was so simple.  Can you ever forgive me?  I'll never stray again!
-Tish

Linux

I can't believe it.  I love just about everything on this operating system.  The only thing I don't like is the fact that Java doesn't work like it's suppose to.  The only reason I'm going back to Windows is because of the fucking Java! All I want to do is play a simple game on Yahoo and it won't open the damn table.  What the fuck?!?!  Everything else works so well.  I've done everything I can think of.  I've un-installed it countless times. I've went step by step on the setup process.  I've even went into the fucking terminal.  It says it's working correctly but it won't open the damn table.  Says I have to turn off my pop-ups which I've done.  Fucking Linux!

Friends

It's amazing how close I can be to a person and that person be so freaking different than me.  It's funny cause half of the stuff she likes I can't stand!  She like sparkling vampires and housewives who are trying to do everything but use their brains.  Her music is something way off then what I prefer.  I like something that I can understand the words to.  I don't know what the fuck she listens to. 

We have a lot of the same view points though.  We agree on a lot concerning things like politics or child care.  We both have a serious problem with people who lack common sense.  We're both a little sarcastic, we speak our minds, and don't really care who doesn't like what we have to say. 

The thing I like most about her is that she won't back down from what she believes.  She'll tell you where she stands and if you don't like then you had better get over it or she'll make you cry.  She'll stick to her guns no matter what.  You won't be able to break her.  You won't bend her will.  You can either take her as she is or watch her as she goes. 

More people should be like that.  The world would be a much better place to live in. 

Depression.

In case you haven't noticed, we still are in a depression.  There's no denying it. And it's going to take a longer than two years for it to go away.  Anyone with a brain should know this.  It's not rocket science, people!  The thing I don't understand is they let one person spend 8 years fucking the country up, but they expect one to make it better in 2 years.  I hate to inform you, but nobody's that damn good.  Not even the first black President.  Don't get me wrong, he's better than the first first grader President, but we need to give him a little time here.

If you don't believe me then let's think for a moment shall we?  How many times have you spent days, weeks, months, or years following the wrong thing or trying to do something that ended up not working out?  I bet it took longer than 2 days to get things back the way that it should be.  Why do people think that the economy is going to magically fix itself over two years when nobody it's letting the man do the things that need to be done? It takes more than one person to fuck up a nation, so it safe to say that it takes more than one person to make it better.

Every time he's tried to do something that would help the country he's gotten stopped in his tracks because other parties didn't give him the chance.  But they let Bush do whatever he wanted which ended up screwing us all.  Am I the only one who remembers this?  Let's take health insurance.  That's something that everyone should have because everyone's going to need to see a doctor at some point in their lives.  There's was one person protesting against it with a sign that said "Keep your government hands off my Medicaid." Where the hell did he think it came from?  The current government isn't really trying to help.  They just want power back.  Did you people forget that these are the same people that gave the big banks money when they screwed up?  We, the tax payers, had to help out big banks because they wanted to keep their jets, fancy cars, swimming pools, and big houses. 

Do you really think those banks are going to help you out when you get laid off and need help paying your house payment?  No, they're not!  They're going to take your house, your car, and your money.  They don't give a damn about the people that have accounts with them.  But they were given billions of dollars because they're weren't smart enough to do look at if a person could pay for the loan.  If they weren't smart enough the first time, then there's nothing stopping them from doing that again.  Why? Because they didn't learn anything the first time.  They were bailed out and didn't even receive a slap on the wrist.  Our money bailed them out and look at what's happening now? 

Instead of bailing out people who have billions of dollars to their name people should think more of the people who actually pay to support the country.  I personally don't see the need to give a billionaire tax cuts.  Tax cuts should be given to the people who have no money to their name and trying to raise a family.  People who DON'T get money from the government.  More and more people are getting help from the government every year.  I don't mind helping people in their time of need, but those programs are suppose to be temporary.  It's not suppose to be a life career.  Most of the people on those programs aren't looking for a job, or going to school so they can better themselves.  They are content with living off the money that are taken from tax payers for the rest of their lives.  They get approved for these programs with nothing more and a check stub stating they have no job.  If I have to have a background check and take a drug test to get a job and a random drug test while working my ass off, I think people who get government assistants should be made to take those same test.  I don't see the problem is making sure the people are getting money from tax payers are spending that money on what they're suppose to.

Okay, I feel better now.  I will stop bitching.

Another Boring Blog. Enjoy!

If you guys haven't figured it out yet.  I only do this because I'm REALLY bored.  Not that I have something to say, I'm just bored with nothing better to do.   Seeing as how you're reading it you must be really bored to.  That makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only bored fucker on the planet.  Thank you!  When I take control of the world you shall live to amuse me.
At times I wonder why you people even hang around me.  I'm not that interesting.  I'm not really smart.  The only thing I have going for me is my breast.  (Must be why only guys want to hang around me.)  I can't believe that someone would so bored that they actually give a shit about what I say.  But seeing as how you're still reading I'd say you're about two drinks away passing out.  If this is the case, fuck you for not inviting me.  Asshole!  I hope you puke your guts up all over your floor and trip on it.
Okay, I'll be nice now.  Or at least try to be.  I'm not making any promises on that.  There's really no telling how long I can be nice before some moron pisses me off.  And I think everyone knows how that ends.  If you don't know, it doesn't end well.  People start crying and bitching to their mommies, then I get called names like "meanie" and "bitch" like it's going to effect me in any way.  I mean really, name calling?  Are you really so slow in the head that you have nothing better to come back with a lame ass name?  If you're going to call me a name then at least make it a good one.  Something I've never been called before.  Get creative people.  You bore me with slow minds and low standards.  Surprise me.  Shock me.  Make me go "Damn you're good!" and I may begin to like you.

Rules.

I think it's time that I post a few basic rules I have. Simply because there are some that think I have none. I don't have many, but I do have four that I go by. So, here they are.

1. When you ask me if I want to do something and my reply is "I don't know" it really means "I'm not doing something that fucking stupid, idiot!" so don't repeat your question at a later time. I'm getting so tired of people that say they know me so well, then ask me stupid shit. No, I'm going to do what I want, not what you think is fun. It may be fun to you, but in my eyes it's just plain stupid. Get over yourself. I have other things that require my time besides getting drunk every weekend. (If you think I'm talking about you, you're probably right.) Every once in awhile it's fun and I enjoy it, but it's not something I want to do every freaking night. I'm an adult now and enjoy other things beside killing what little brain cells I have left.

2. Just because I'm logged on some social network doesn't mean I'm at my desk. Only means that at some point in time during the day I logged on and may have forgotten to close the damn thing out when I got up from my desk. I know it's shocking for me to leave a damn page open because I don't do anything but play on the fucking computer all goddamn day, but it is. If I don't answer you within seconds of your message it means I'm not around. Leave a fucking message, I'll get back to you. Don't freak out. There are a few things around the house that require my attention. Like my kids, moron.

3. When you know that you've pissed me off, stay the fuck away from me. If you continue to do things that annoy me when I'm pissed, you shouldn't be surprised when I say something that may offend you. If you don't know by now to stay the fuck away from me when I'm upset, then you deserve what you get. Don't get pissy with me because you're too fucking stupid to mind your own fucking business and you get your feelings hurt when I call you out on it. If you would learn to pay attention to your damn life the way you pay attention to mine, things might be a bit better for you.

4. Don't expect me to take advice from you when you have proven yourself unreliable. I'm not going to take advice from someone who doesn't have control over their own damn life. I've done fine with myself so far in life, wither you think so or not, and I'm confident that I will continue to do fine in my years to come. When I want advice I'll ask for it from someone who actually knows what the fuck they're talking about.

This isn't meant to upset anyone, but if it does you must be guilty.

Religion.

I know there are some who will not approve of what I've come to believe. But trust I have my reason for believing what I do. Just because I believe something different than you doesn't mean I've changed my whole life. I am still the same person as I was 6 years ago. I've only changed my way of thinking. I've always been open to everything. I've never judged someone based on their beliefs. I've never judged someone based on their sexual preference. I've never judged someone based on their appearance. I still have all my morals. Your religion doesn't make you. You make you. You are the one who decides who you want to be. You make the choice to be a good person or not. Just because you believe something different than I doesn't make me bad person. For those of you who think this is a faze trust me it isn't. I have spent years debating this. This is my choice, and I've made it. If you can't come to terms with this so be it, I understand. I have not changed my views on any of you. There are things I just can't deal with. You're suppose to love one another, but when one comes out that they're gay or does something you don't approve you judge them for that one thing, and not for all the things they've done in their lives. A person makes one mistake and that's what they're known for the rest of their lives. I don't have to be a Christian to know that just isn't the way it works. You're suppose to be forgiving and understanding. If you can't be that then you should change religion yourselves cause you're all Hippocrates.